CINDERELLA

2010-05-20T07:51:00.000-07:00

its been 1/2 weeks since we had been together and im happy sharing every bit of my sad,happy and angry moments wit u.it will still be a strong one bby if provided we nvr break our promises.tel me bby tel me wat shall i say abt u?lol.I LOVE YOU BABY!

2010-04-12T06:24:00.000-07:00

today was my 1st day of werk in amk polyc.as wat i thought, it was super boring and frustrating nt becos of e werk but some of e staff nurses dwn dere-.- no words to comment abt their attitude.tsk.i just want to go bck to sch.i hate werking life.infact im not even ready 4 tat.if only e 3mnths could end fast like 3 days?

2010-04-07T10:27:00.000-07:00

it has been a wonderful 3week sch hol. catching up alot of mi sleep, tv programs and wit mi besties.next week sch gona reopen and we are all seperated due to e damn attachmnt.sigh.and not forgetting im gona forgo mi sleep, grr. todae i met up wit shobi and mi oter besties. damn she was so cute today. nt forgetting d joke she told abt an indian girl. wooo scary man. hahh..

2010-03-20T04:39:00.000-07:00

what shall i say? what shud i say? so many things happen just like tat without even me realising it. 3days of camping in my czn hse ended in a split sec & im missing her badly. my date wit him also ended too fast even be4 i could stop it. And even before i can open my eyes, my hols will end soon. oh goshh! time is flying too fast. how i really wish i can stop time. ok mon is gonna be fun wit d girls again as we gonna drink as usual. hopefully i dnt lose balance and fall off like wat i did d previous time as mi hand was hurt & till nw my wound is recovering. lol:P

2010-03-12T21:12:00.000-08:00

school holidays have started finally and im gonna enjoy every single day, sleep like nobody business and eat like no one cares. becos after my hols my attachment wil start and im posted to AH. im glad as abby is also in e same hosp but diff shit. eshh. but nvm i have mi oter two besties-niya and attitude and my new frends to keep me company:) actually i have alot to say and write but im too lazy 4 that. hahh. btw i cant wait 4 next week fri. a date wit faizal.lol.(bike riding)

2010-01-08T21:03:00.000-08:00

its been a tiring one-week orientation/school in simei ite. so many stuffs to do and buy and im nt done with tt. grr-.- seriously, nursing is not as easy as i thought. i and abby gt scolding 4 the past two days 4 punctuality, attire and etc. haiss. its really tiring to travel frm our place to simei u noe. bt we're still puting an effort to cme early bt some pple stl dosent want to appreciate us. finally the weekends arrived and im gna have full rest. zzzzz.

2009-12-18T19:59:00.000-08:00

todae was an awesome day. abby went to collect her N results. i followed her togeter wit her mom. after she got the results she was jumping up and dwn wit joy as she finally gt into her dream course, NURSING!!! wee congrats abby. i went to talk to all of her classmates and asked teir marks too. miss her classmates. v shud hang out sn guys. after wich, v headed to abby hse, submit out choices and headed bck to gmbk to meet abby's bf. nt forgetting we open up bottle cos it was fri night and not only dat, a way to congratulate abby for her excellent results. v had so much fun dat night, joking, laughing, screaming, beating & etc. kinda high so we were doing nonsensical stuffs. knt wait 4 another drinking session. tml i knt join abby for the function cos im attending a wedding:( btw tnx alot to abby's mom 4 the burger king treat:)

2009-12-11T21:22:00.000-08:00

today is a sat & im so bored rotting at hme.dere's a wedding to attend later but i dnt noe wether mom is gng.she is sucha a lazy bum.grr-.- ntg much to update todae but i noe im gonna die out of boredom! seriously! and yar, for the past few days, i've been dreaming about me and abby in nursing uniform. HAHA! i idk y i kept on dreaming abt it bt it is really weird. i shud tell tis to abby soon. she's gna burst out laughing as usual! lol=DD

pictures on outing at vivo. its was fun wit abby and her guy=)))

2009-11-30T22:56:00.000-08:00

im glad.as in im happy now.im able to forget you. school has ended and im not yet to find a job. grr.i need cash.i have so many things in mind to buy-shoes, dress, and etc.dad was mentioning abt m'sia, jb and something like tt. i dnt noe wat he is up to.for now im waiting for the N level results 2 be released so dat i can apply for my nursing course. im sure next yr mi sch is gna be damn fun with abby again. wee=) ok, i cnt wait for tis sat's b'dae party. performance, danceflr, drinks, flirting. hahaha. lol:)

2009-11-13T19:41:00.000-08:00

todae's class was damn fun. damn means is like really damn. i kept on laughing and laughing togeter with selina for non-stop. even d teacher was so annoyed and told us.." the two girls behind, one big, one small pls keep quiet.." d big is selina and d sml one is definetly me:))haha damn cute.lol. not forgetting, selina kept taking photos of me in class, kinda candid. d interesting part was dat she showed me, and i burst out laughing again. haha. tt make d teacher even more irritated. she even told us dat she gna complain to our parents. selina sayed, 'teacher, mi parents are in china' HAHA:D mi sch is gna end soon and im gna miss d good times i had in dat class. haiss. esp selina:(

photos of wed outing to suntec:))

2009-11-11T20:44:00.000-08:00

i noe this is gna be damn ugly for u, bt u suck big tyme bby.u dnt understand mi feelings.ure hurting me without u realising it.ure not matured enuf to apologise and talk things out to me.i was thinking dat ure d one for me.bt i guess i am wrong.i tried to be d best girl 4 u, bt things turn out d opp way.tho, it might be a vry short relationship, ur memories are killing me bby.i stl love u.i js hope dat u wl come bck to me as a whole.im sincerely waiting 4 dat day.for nw u takec of urself.

2009-10-01T21:41:00.000-07:00

people use to say, nvr trust a third party's words because its all sweet talkings.but whenever i talk to you, i felt its kinda wrong & i start to adore you more.i dont noe wat came over me but ure sucha a unique person i've ever met before.the way u express how u feel and making me understand u more.those laughter and words u told are simply sweet:) maybe its just a fatal attraction towards you.but its a sweet feeling tho.ok i cnt wait to watch phobia tmr with mi bestie:)

2009-09-09T21:42:00.000-07:00

Don't mind the ugly face of mine:)

Happy 18th b'dae to ROWENA REENA PRAKASAM.On this special day,i wish you a long-lasting happiness,beauty & life.May this 18th b'dae of urs be a memorable one.Though i may not be dere to keep u happy,hope u're smiling every sinlge minute:)May our friendship always be strong and steady no matter wat outcomes it brings.Have a blasting b'dae babybeh:)

2009-09-01T22:47:00.000-07:00

i noe im not calling you every single day, msging you every single time,meeting you every single week.but suddenly out of the blue, i feel my love for you is fading away simply just like dat.and remember once u said im facing from split personality,haha.im not actually.its just dat i dont love u as how i've loved another guy before you.i noe i've caused you pain & misery and u didnt expect this shit frm me.but i cannot control any longer so i have to tell u that we have to end here.this is really hard to say or feel but as wat u say,just go with the flow? tnx for those few weeks being with me.its a memorable one indeed.im sorry once again-_-

2009-08-24T21:50:00.000-07:00

I didnt know what beauty is until i saw u,i didnt know what lust is until u taught me,i didnt know wat words are until i heard u,bby i didnt now know wat love is until u showed me:) I guess true love is waiting for me.

Pics on last sat-(ROM)

0ur performance:)

Sorry couldnt post our dance video cos i myself havent see yet,lol. Overall, ROM was great,our performance was hot and the couples was sweet:)

2009-07-29T06:06:00.000-07:00

Hmm, what im feeling right now?Im feeling lonely and terribly moody today and also for the past few days.I start throwing tantrums for small little things & of cos if someone provoke me, im not gonna keep quiet.Sometimes i even feel the whole world is weighing down on me.I tend to break down for small scoldings or hurtings.I want to be my usual self,always cheerful and active.Ok, am i facing depression?-__-

To rowena,faz,elora & fiizah, see you guys soon:)

2009-07-21T05:04:00.000-07:00

Warm greetings to everyone.Ever since my sch has started, i've been behaving rather sluggish and lethargic .Maybe becos im lazing too much at home? Ok im glad that i've managed to overcome my moodswings.Tnx to those who have made me happy for quite some time:) Speaking of which, im happy to be back to my singlehood.Sometimes pple don't appreciate me at all, ok lah im referring to my mom-_- She keeps on nagging at me until i have to raise my voice damn hard at her face or should i say scold?

My teacher-isnt she cute?heeee:)

0uting at penin:)

2009-07-12T21:11:00.000-07:00

Happy 20th B'dae to my beloved brother,MUHAMMAD NUH BIN PI SYED MAIDIN.May ur hopes and wishes come true on this very special day.I love you,we all love you,EVERYONE LOVE YOU!!!

Pictures on yest wedding:)

The bride & bridegroom:)

I shall upload e the rest in facebook,malas uh.

Wedding was fun and enjoyable.Damn, the bride and the bridegroom was so romantic,hahh:D I can't get my eyes off from them.My bro was supposed to perform but the stupid DJ said the cd was corrupted.Shit.I was eagerly waiting for him to sing,infact everyone was-__-And i have to say this, the MC was so irritating and his lame jokes was so atrocious.Sad to say,he was looking hideous,hahaa.

Bro, hope you liked the sleeveless we bought for you.I will get something big for you on your 21st b'dae and that's a promise:) Until now,im wondering y im still att when HE dosent even call or care for me.Im really sick.I guess its gonna be over between both of us but i have to say this, no matter what, you are the one i've loved the most and will always! Ok, i just dont wish to go out anywhere till saturday but only to classes.Maybe because im having moodswings?

2009-06-22T20:40:00.000-07:00

Greetings to all.Holidays is over and im not over it yet due to the non-stop fun i had in my czy house.Fiqaa, im gonna miss you and ur lil sis terribly.Hoping to see you guys soon:( Im so bored right now and no one is entertaining me especially my bf.No words to describe him-__- School's gonna start next week and i'll be busy studying already.Damn!

Fav pic of all:)

Some of the overdue pics:)

2009-06-20T21:25:00.000-07:00

Im sooo tired after practising dance for the whole day today till night-__-
But im glad that im a fast learner,ahah:)
I need plenty of rest tomorrow,non-stop of sleeping
gahhh:)

2009-06-15T22:08:00.000-07:00

Happy 16th birthday to ashwini d/o ravindren.Hope u enjoyed your b'day party and liked the teeny weeny present i gave you.I had no idea what i can get for you as it was a last minute thing.Morover, i had to rush over to your place as you asked me to,ahah:)

Here are the pics of the b'dae party/outing,enjoy:)

I look like shit here-lol.

Love you guys alot:)

Oh,there's alot more but i shall upload it in facebook.To rowena, i miss u alot.Its a pity u didnt turn up for abby's b'dae party but i understand.Hoping to see u soon darling.

2009-06-08T04:45:00.000-07:00

Saturday night was a fun hang-out for me and my girlfriend.we went for this dance show which was held in nanyang cc.firstly, i went to abby’s house, did our make-up and dressing and head to the cc.we didn’t went inside the hall as dance floor was taking place.its not that we hate dance floor or what but we didn’t had the mood to dance.as ayang also was coming for the dance show,i waited for him outside and as usual he arrived late-__- After few hours passed, ayang asked me to go inside and join him to dance but I didn’t want to.i felt so uncomfortable-lol. I noe im such a lousy girlfriend even he said so:D After the show end, i kissed ayang good-bye and went to drink with abby, after which we head bck hme -just few minutes before 12:)

I hate night lightings.I jst dont look rite.

Nowadays, ayang is behaving cold towards me.I just dont know y he's like that.I'm feeling so depressed right now but i cant even confide my problems to him.Sometimes he's ok sometimes he behaves so strange.Hmm,i just hope for a better tomorrow.

2009-05-30T05:16:00.000-07:00

For the past few days i've been feeling rather depressed and fustrated.Thanks to my parents-__- They are being such a pain in my back.I've stopped my ite & wont be going school as usual in the morning.I hate to say this but i miss the fun times i had in ite:( Dear classmates, dont forget this dear little friend of yours.Will meet you guys soon whenever its possible.

Today i didnt get to meet my ayang because he deserve this, making me wait like a toot every single time.But den i met abby and we practise our dance as our competiton is nearing.Just hoping that our performance does not turn out to be sluggish but a blissful moment in the eyes of the audience:)

*will upload pics when im free

2009-05-25T05:24:00.000-07:00

Until now im still wondering y my parents have an issue with me. I've always try to be the best daughter, controlling my anger and avoid myself from being defiance. They dont realise this at all. Just simply shooting words as and when thy like and dont see the good things in me. All they could see is my wrongdoings. Im so irritated and testy now. And ayang sorry i couldnt meet you today as i haf to rush back home. I hope u dont mind,infact i know you understand:)

I dont anticipate changes in life.
But its already happening.

2009-05-24T20:09:00.000-07:00

Today's outing was bad i should say.I didnt expect this would happen.Dnt wish to elaborate any further.I just hope no girls will go through what i've been ahah:) Anyway, had a great time with my bestie, teaching her chemistry and spending the rest of my day with my ayang though he made me wait like a toot-__-

Btw, tnx fiqah for the jeans:)

Dnt mind my ugly hair:)

2009-05-20T03:04:00.001-07:00

I've not been attending school regularly.Its either i skip lessons, go late to class or dnt even turn to school at all.I know im digging my own grave bt this is all a temporary moment.I jst haf this weird feeling that things aren't happening within my means.

I haf to dye my hair black.I really hate this la.I hate black hair:( My classmate gave me her hairdye bt intsead of using it, i gave it bck to her e next day-lol. What a toot am i ;D. Next wk is e last wk of mi ite journey. Im happy bt sad at e same time cos im gna miss mi schmaates and my wonderful class advisor, Mr nicholas badly. Sigh.

makcik

I know i look ugly in uniform, no make-up. Bt so what? Im who i am:)